Retired from the military, she was brought back into nursing during the COVID pandemic.
Her work now takes her to the northern islands to work on patient safety, a lifelong passion.
Reflecting on the impact of the pandemic and what it now means for her profession and workforce expectations, she is now dedicated to both making sure those she serves have the care they need as well as growing the voices of younger professions.
In an ever-changing resource climate, safety still rules supreme but is challenged by the numbers and decision making around staff, time and resources. We discuss how she rarely encountered such challenges in the battlefield context, where windows of opportunity were smaller and more tightly monitored.
At the time of our conversation, a community member had spoken to a local paper of their concerns about the pressures under which healthcare providers found themselves.
Certified Listener Poet Kirsten Broadfoot
Cohort 4
November 2022
Safety Is A Six Letter Word
When we speak of safety, we also speak of skill.
Or really a belief in its presence.
Skills that define and distinguish,
Skills we can trust,
Skills we surrender to when we place ourselves in your care.
Sitting next to skill, shimmers the often-elusive accountability,
Or the ability to account or tell a story.
My story. Your story. Our story.
The story of what happened,
Or is happening,
Or could happen to all of us.
Us. U and S.
The last two letters of FOCUS.
The setting of clear sights,
Centring us at the heart of activity as
Someone to attend to.
Without focus, what becomes of your skills?
The heart of our story?
Why even tell the story at all?
Because that story empowers us,
Firing up the engine of safety.
That story spurs us to be better.
No, to be everything we are and can be
Together.
Together as a team,
Unit,
Family,
Community of care here on our island home.
Far from the mainland but close to each other,
Our togetherness is what keeps us safe.
Safety is a six-letter word.
Skills, Accountability, Focus, Empowerment, Togetherness.
And above all else,
You.
When we place ourselves in your hands,
We offer up ourselves to you.
You keep us safe and
Must stay that way.
For what is our safety without yours?
Every day, I try to see through the patient lens, and I ask: what can we do to change this broken system?
She was very proud of her daughter and has hopes for “a bright future that’s as pain free as possible”
“I’m trying to focus on doing little things to make people feel better during everything that’s going on in the world,” she told me.
“It’s hard to see others struggle,” she said. “How can I help with their struggle without struggling myself?”
"I'd tell her it's OK to be loud...it's OK to challenge and to bring all of you into these spaces where no one looks like you..."
“I'm continuously questioning: did I do it right?" she said. "I’ve always done a good amount of second-guessing, but I’m re-learning how to show up differently.”
“It’s weird,” she said. “This is one of the biggest accomplishments of my life, but it doesn’t feel like it.”
"It changed me; It changed the way I look at life," said this woman about her profound experience during her pregnancy.
“It’s been more challenging than normal lately,” she said. “I’m only one person. It's a struggle for me to say no, but I can’t do everything that’s being asked of me right now.”
"I've been processing how to make the most of the small amount of life we have to live," said this physician.
"I've been processing how to make the most of the small amount of life we have to live," said this physician.
“I like feeling small,” he told me. “Nature has always made me feel small.” He described the sense of wonder that feeling gave him.
“I feel like I have decision fatigue,” she told me. It was normal for her to make many choices at work, but COVID had dramatically increased the number of medical decisions she had to make at home.
“I know ‘vibe’ is kind of a nonspecific term, but I think about people’s vibes all the time,” he said.“ Sometimes you come into a room and it’s just off.
This physician discussed being the only one in his practice network with expertise in patients with a specific type of chronic pain.
“Our constituents are uniquely affected by the pandemic,” they said. This poemee was an educational psychologist who spoke about how much they missed working in person with med students, healthcare staff, and medical educators.
"I grew from the experience – though I think it aged me 10 years!" This is how a resident described a turning point with a specific patient when he recognized how burned out he was.
Although he had been through many stressful experiences in his life and recently, he always held onto his positive outlook. He took particular care to use words intentionally, paying attention to their connotations, so that his positivity extended to those that he interacted with as well.
“There’s a constant feeling inside that I should be doing more,” she said. “But I also want to be kind to myself and recognize all that I’ve given.”
These members of the Wellness team in the Department of Neurology at the University of Colorado each spoke about the importance of community and connection.
She said she wanted a poem about the importance of CPR. As both a nurse and a CPR instructor, she spoke about how the rhythms of certain familiar songs helped her students internalize the rate of compression required.
He brought the tools of mindfulness and self-care to medical students, many of whom had been studying all this past year, 10 hours a day, day after day, in isolation.
The pandemic had forced this woman to slow her life down drastically. Before, she’d travelled around every month for work, never stopping, working hard because she cared about her job. The slower pace created by social distancing had reminded her to cherish everything that life had to offer outside of work.
He had recently lost his father to COVID-19 and was reflecting on forgiveness. For the majority of his life with his father, they did not have a positive relationship. However, in the last three years of life, his father lost his memory and his personality changed into someone who was loving and kind.